Suzyla, 20.
i got a lot of chips and i don't mean ruffles.

the connectors.

calene carissa cheng wen ellen geok ghee julyanna nur hidayah norhazleen nur liyana nurul atiqah shahril sharifah nur dhabitah shirley siti hajjar sofiah

historia.

December 2007
January 2008
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January 2009
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January 2010
February 2010
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July 2010

stereohead

feedjit

Everyone's gone to school. And what am i doing here?
Eat, sleep, watch tv, play the computer, entertaining boyfriend on the phone and blah blah blah. Waiting and waiting for the results to be out. No sign of news, still. *bummer*

I dreamt twice about my future.

In reality, mum's persuading me to join the Police Force after the results. However in my dream, i was still schooling. Surprisingly, i was opted in NYP instead of TP. Then, i met my primary school friend who in reality, was supposed to be schooling in TP. She said that she had dropped out from TP and chose this school because she found the course that she likes. (Didn't she flip through all the course booklets that were given by every polytechnics?)

Then, my dream moved on to a horrible one.

I found myself in ITE Simei!! I was following boyfriend's footsteps, actually. I took the Higher Nitec-Information Technology course, just like him. I remembered last night, we were talking on the phone, he told me not to use skimpy skirts if i were to be in ITE. Then, that conversation really happened in my dream. I was actually wearing a skimpy skirt! I actually rebelled against him! Omigawd! This is soo not me.


I wish my dream will stop fooling me.
Now, i seriously don't know where's my life heading to.
I'm CONFUSED, lah!