Suzyla, 20.
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I know that the posting of results are out today. But when i woke up this morning, i couldn't feel the excitement. Maybe because i was still feeling sleepy. It's always my daily routine to check my handphone for any new messages once i wake up from sleep. And this morning, there were 3 new messages. 2 from boyfriend and 1 from an unknown number. I went to check the unknown number first.

From: 74688

MOE: Congrats Suzyla Edrus Bte Samad, you are posted to NANYANG POLY, NURSING (C97) under 2008 JAE.


Kimaaak! Mata aku dari macam garfield terus jadi mata goldfish lah siool!

Still unconvinced that my eyes could be playing tricks, i reread and reread again, bang my head against the wall, rub my eyes until it turns red, on and off my handphone for a couple of times, pinch and slap myself real hard...

And again, it was still the same thing.

I stared at the message for a couple of minutes. Still the same, i start jumping on my bed and throwing imaginary confetti in the air. Hahaha!

Hell, i was closed to breaking down into tears. I seriously didn't expect to get it despite the dreams i had of ending up down there twice. Furthurmore, their cut-off points was 23 and i only got 28 points. So, yeah, it was really a great great surprise for me especially when my birthday is on the 2nd of April (April means the start of new school, new life). So, i think this is a gift from God then. I'm indeed very lucky!

But at the same time, i'm unhappy. Yes i'm thankful to get that course, that school which is nearer to my home. Well, there's actually a disadvantage to it. Boyfriend's going to be in Temasek Poly towards the end of next year, after serving his NS. Knowing that Nursing life is going to be so hectic and difficult to have meet-ups, i doubt we could meet up that often. I told him to try and appeal at my (future) school, but he didn't want to. I guess he cares more about the school rather than me. Quite upset, actually. It's his problem if he complains about this later on. At least i've tried to bring up this issue. And it was his mistake to appeal before i even sat for my O-levels. See, he didn't even wait for me although he said he would!

I had hoped to go in the same school so that it would be easier for us, but see how it ended. He ended up making things difficult instead.

Aaah! Whatever lah!