I've pledged to keep myself away from you.
From today onwards, i won't see you as the same person again.
This is my last sacrificial for you. And i won't give you anymore chances.
You've misused that chance i've given to you.
You expect me to remain as friends with you.
But i simply can't accept it after what you've done to me.
I don't even know how to face you again even if we remain as friends.
I got my own dignity to take care of.
I'm done with everything.
This is the last of all the things that i'm willing to do.
The last episode of this chapter.
I, Suzyla Edrus, WILL NOT accept you (the inhumane one) back if one day you've realised your mistakes. You'll definitely regret it. But once bitten, twice shy. No matter what your reasons are, that is not the way to end everything and you have no rights to treat me this way. Because, you simply do not have any respect for a girl like me. You're willing to take the risks right? That's what you stated in the message. So there you go. Be happy with your decision. I do not want to see your face or hear anything from you anymore. Stop searching for me. No, WAIT! Don't even intend to search for me again. Because you're just a stranger to me. And i really hate you!
Like i said in my previous entry, i'm not going to cry because it's over. I'm going to smile because it happened. Because? It's not my fault and that's what he said. I'm living my life with no regrets. :)
