Home Sweet Home will never be sweet to me.
Not at the very least. I can't stand living here anymore.
You people are being very pushy and demanding.
If i can't give what you want, it means i really can't lah.
Which part of the sentence you don't understand?
What's more? Is my handphone a free usage to you?
Am i a free loader to you all?
Do i even earn a million dollars?
Do you even think earning 900 each month is really enough to finance myself?
You guys always think about yourselves.
Never even had your thoughts about me.
Because of you people, i can't clear my debts on time.
I can't even buy my school textbooks which are really important to me.
Dah puas pe korang menyusahkan hidup aku?
If you guys return me with something other than money, i really don't mind.
Even a homecooked meal which i've been longing for, you can't even do it!
All i get in return was, "kalau kau bagi aku duit pasar tak pasal."
Then, what have you been doing to all the money i lend it to you?!
Even i can't save a penny at home.
Surely there'll be someone who will ransack my bag and take it without permission.
And i know who's that person is. I won't mention the name here.
Just like the other day,
I purposely kept my 17 bucks to save it for the following week.
And when i checked it the next day, only 2 bucks is left.
Tell me, what can i buy with 2 bucks?
Even a plate of chicken rice is not enough lah!
Next, what? My cigarettes.
When you guys could own one for yourselves,
you people scolded me like fuck for having one for myself.
Now when you guys can't even buy one,
you people keep chasing after me for one.
Korang pikir rokok aku free flow per?!
Lagi-lagi when someone has to steal a whole box of it.
That very same person who took my money.
Fuck lah. Stop saying that you are serious to move on with your life.
Look at where you stand now?
You are still jobless! As always!
And don't think that i do not know what you've been doing outside with your friends.
I'm not dumb. Neither i'm stupid.
Seriously, i need to get away from everybody here.
