♥ taught me how to lie.

Sunday, October 18, 2009 - 3:44 PM

energy loss

Fatigue.

Celebrated Mardiana's 19th birthday at East Coast.
Tonned. Boyfriend was being such an arse.
Everyone was asking him why i didn't want to mingle with them.
(them = boyfriend's friends)
I have my own reasons. And i choose to keep it to myself.

But seriously.
It all started from the master himself.

If he knows how to balance them well, i wouldn't start my shits.
I tried my very best not to spoil everyone's mood.
But somehow, it grew out of control.
It went beyond the limits of patience.

Think about it.
In order to have fun, everyone has to participates.
In order to make the event lively, everyone has to be "ON".

And if none of this exist, how can you make an event not a boring one?
Right?

Even the birthday girl felt bored after all the makan-ing session.
She feels how i feel when i confide in her about boyfriend.
And that's the reason why i've been walking to and fro in the dark, alone, with so many drunkard banglas.

Sigh.

"You can’t expect people to not give up on you when you keep disappointing them. Even the person with the strongest faith will have their doubts in times of disappointment. So, when people give up on you, don’t blame them. Blame yourself."
- Khairun Nnesah.

Now you see why i always wanted to give up on you, boy?

Sigh.

But no doubt i still love you.
Thank you for making it up at the end of the day.
Eventually.