♥ taught me how to lie.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 - 10:56 PM

just a thought

I know this is a test. And i got to have the patience.
Be it a relationship or friendships.

I guess i'm aware of the sudden changes in me.
And i'm sorry to all if i have been mistreating all of you.
That's the reason why i prefer to remain quiet at some point of time.
Not to avoid. Not to bottle up my feelings.
But to clear away what is stuck in my mind and heart.

I do not want to keep any unhealthy relationship among all of you.
And most importantly, i do not want to suffer from any miscommunication.
Life is too short. I have to make do with what i have in life.
And i want to make the best out of it.

So, people. If my attitude has been really fucked up lately.
Do inform and do not give me a cold shoulder.
Talk things out with me. Point it out.
Cos you gotta understand. I don't choose to be this way.
Sometimes, i don't realise my own actions when i'm in that state.

And if you really treasure me as one of your friend, then that's the way it should have been done.

I don't hold grudges against anyone. Not even hatred.

And to dearest boyfriend, only you and i know what we've been through.
This is part and parcel of life. I can't deny that i still love you.